My life

One of the resions why I have done this blog is because I am not doing anything with my life, No job nO real activities and NOthing that I can remember as something significant. In other words, Im a typical teenage boy outta high school and too "lazy" or lost to go to college.

so I really wanna see what I can do with this blog and you're suggestions. I want to see if I could find my hidden place with the help of you people who look at blogs like mine, if you could suggest somewhere or something and I will try to do it. and to be fair and honest and also to tell a story I wanna tell you about me.

When I was born my biological mother could not take care of me, she has bipolar disorder that makes living a normal life almost impossible. I was the first of five children. so after I was born on Capital Hill district Seattle Washington on may 14th 1991 there is little suprise to say that I was adopted.

These people who adopted me which are now my parents do everything that they can to raise me and my sister who is my half sister who was born about 2 to 3 years later in Pheonix AZ. and I love them, so Im living with them and my life is better then I would have had with my reall biological mother. but I alwase think about my mother, heard she lives in Portland OR. and she does not wish to see me kuz she thinks that I hate her which i dont at all. and someday I will see her, sometime after I find my hidden place, maby she is my hidden place, my hidden life that no one but me and her will know, the last time i saw her was when I was five and I sometimes dream when I look up at the stars that I will see her and when I do I will be happy no matter what happens.